You contradict yourself,
trying to manipulate.
Then say I'm paranoid,
and go out to celebrate.
You speak of the same thing,
which seems so distinct,
from what I recall-
an action of instinct.
We're looking at the same things,
yet I see a different vision.
Which one of us was dreaming,
well, can you tell the reason?
I'm feeling so deceived,
Paranoia? Who's to say?
I'm drowning in myself,
flood-alert, so run away!
I have this incredible urge,
streaming inside my veins,
twisting, turning, making a surge,
can't know if it's good or pain.
Entering another phase,
seeking ways inside this maze,
on the corridor to insanity,
no option but to praise.
You pick the easy way,
at least you follow the same track.
Telling me to go away,
so you can preserve your tact.
You are running from your own mistakes,
and blame it all on me,
yet your plan is not complete,
I know there's nothing wrong with me.
I cannot believe my eyes,
this glowing ink - the letter.
These words turned upside-down,
the world, which I know better.
Caressed with warmth,
confidence surge within.
Chaotic joy in turmoil,
surreal subconscious realized.
Last hope survived,
lasted for ages.
Internal faith,
was definitely worthwhile.
I worship thee,
my life in thy hands.
Do not forget me...
Never again,
in pools of grief.
Never-ending story,
has come to an end.
No one's fault,
but both our loss.
Seeing thee in others' hands,
will probably tear me.
Mournful days are yet to come,
my tragedy, and no mercy...
This is farewell,
in agony I dwell,
and though I wish you well.
Reveal my poisoned fangs,
and see thy beauty hangs,
just right in front my face,
I start the magic race.
Desperate touch pleading,
and then deceiving.
Faken horrors laugh,
on your behalf.
Thy shalt do your best,
but behold,
you cannot make empires out of vampires.